Depression can p*ss off.

You're a strain on my life, and while you think you have me wrapped around your scratching clutches thoughts remain free and aren't always set in stone.

Stop.

I feel like screaming.

How I feel is ineffable. I'm engaging in maudlin displays of sentimentality intended to emotionally manipulate myself rather than intellectually thinking. My brain is on the verge of exploding. 

Getting to know me via twitter

My 150 most memorable tweets (based on how many RT's I get), I can definitely see a trend. Can you?

People shouldn't take me seriously. I'm not the straightest line in the book, i'm not the manliest male, and I am blonde, so, dig it.

Justin Bieber is an "eenie meenie" mo' lover who will "never say never". So basically, he's bicurious with a small penis. Lovely.

I am speaking about rights of a child. To deny a stable homosexual couple over an unstable heterosexual one, is to the detriment of all.

Perhaps I am so into equal rights because I am unhappy with myself? So what. Everybody has to be something. A part of something more.

  

I know I would make the world a better place, had I the same amount of followers as celebrities get. What do they really have to offer?

  

I tweet for myself you see. I don't really give a fuck if people dislike how much or little I talk. Wanting followers is lame.

The ONLY thing holding back total serenity for children in same-sex households is the very stigma and hate thrown at their parents!!

How would I want my future funeral? Not at a catholic church, is the only demand. I would revive myself only to run far away from that place

I love that I have the freedoms to do what I want. Not legally or socially. I mean for me. Life's the game that I cheat on alll the time. ;)

I know i'll be alright one day. I swing back. But not yet. Bare with me while I crash and burn, and smile when I get my way again.

  

I don't tweet for 1 person, or 15,688 people. I tweet for myself. Nobody else. I could be out of it for weeks. That's my prerogative.

I'm being angry and unreasonable, but I make no apologies for it. Some ppl have been sensitive to my grief, others not. I simply do not care

When i was little, nobody talked or listened to me. I had no voice. I still forget that my opinions matter today. Coz' they never used to.

I believe in freedom, fairness, equality, sensitivity, democracy, & the right to be a part of but also away from religion & religious hatred

I want to be single. Not the "emo" alone. The fun alone. The alone that i have a choice each day to leave behind or stay a part of.

Sometimes people are so wrapped up in their lives they don't apply enough value to the perils of other people.

I have not yet decided whether i'm Athiest, Agnostic, or Buddhist. I find all three options immensely compelling.

Gay propaganda? Gays and lesbians are relentlessly bombarded everyday with "straight propaganda" yet they've not turned. You idiot.

Religion is dumb. I realize i'm a small minority, but i'll fall on the right side of history when there is no more catholic church.

You're black, i'm Gay. We were both born that way. You can marry the person you love but I can't. How is that fair? 

Not today, not tomorrow, now. I wish more people would speak up. An entire class of the worlds population are denied protection every day.

I don't believe in "some rights," or "compromise" when it comes to fundamental human liberties. Same-sex marriage should be legal now.

Same-sex marriage legalization is a product of our times. There's no point ignoring it because other forms of marriage are still illegal.

  

I don't want to one day get domesticated or civilized. I want a fucking marriage. Deny me of that, i'll fight until I die. 

Desperation is my opium. Tragedy has birthed a protection over me. I can deflect the hurt, with a melancholy smile. 

I dislike catholics because they belong to an organization that at its core, exists to hate, polarize and exclude others.

This year has been the hardest of my entire life, but it's also been the most exciting. I love 2010, even though it hates me.

I urge everybody to always speak up whenever you notice something not quite fair happening around you. Don't be quiet.

Hey, at least I can laugh at myself. At least I can learn, change, and mature. If you won't give me credit on my past, you're blind.

I simply wish people would stop saying things "can't be done" or "won't work". My whole life is based around spontanious magnificence, kay.

What's a bit of civil disobedience? People don't speak up these days like in the past. Society is too individualistic. No community spirit.

Think smoking is bad? Donate to an anti-smoking charity. Sponsor a friend to quit. Don't stand there all judgmental. It achieves NOTHING.

It should be illegal to stop someone from accessing housing based on Gender. Housing is a universal human right.

Gay and Lesbian rights aren't "special rights", there's nothing "special" about being free from discrimination.

  

Wanna know my religion? Being a good person. You don't need a fucking bible to teach you common sense.

  

I really don't care if i lose a potential job over my views. Religion should not be a fundamental right. It should be a privilege.

But i mean, i'm happy to repeat myself. Catholicism is a venomous, evil, hateful institution grounded in prejudice and child abuse.

I'm hungry. Can you guys plz upload some McDonalds so I can download it and eat it? Thanks :)

I feel so bad for gay children who are in families that constantly make homophobic remarks. It's so demeaning and humiliating.

  

My life is a masterpiece. People think i'm being foolish, but at least I know myself and have tested my limits.

  

I think some religious folk are good hearted, amazing people. Unfortunately, the bigots cloud up too much of that institution nowadays.

Proposition 8 ruled unconstitutional! Gay marriage ban is illegal. Get that you religious fuckers, illegal. You lose, again!!

  

It's all about liberty, freedom, community and human unity. I have faith that evil religion will lose and equal rights will win.

I've been depressed before. Four times in fact, and each for different reasons. This year is the first in a long time i've been truly happy.

Regrets are a poison that keep you feeling angry and humiliated. Deal with them, and then let your life begin again. Start fresh.

  

If you're hurt why not step back and observe. Quietly think. Then the healing happens, and you remember how to feel happy.

  

This tweet goes out to anyone feeling any level of depression. It #does and #will get better in time. Trust in patience.

I'm sick of fighting, aye. Conflict is for losers with no other outlet to happiness

People are quite terrible sometimes. But mostly, people are inspirational, and lovely. I look forward to my time spent with the latter.

Using your goodwill to help other people goes a long way in gaining back positivity from the universe. Be nicer from today.

  

I look for positive and energetic people, in life... those new friends who light up the room with their great minds.

I think it's bad people assume boys don't like pink. Because pink is "frilly" and "stupid", so are all Women those things, then?

I sometimes ponder how creative a person i'd be if i'd grown up in a normal family. #thatwouldhavesucked

People once told me, Morgan. Twitter is useless. I look at them now and I think... you guys are more blonde than even I am.

I am crazy. Do you love it?

Oh my god, the sun came up again

I believe in fundamental human rights. I believe in freedom of AND mostly FROM religion. Too many religious people invade my freedoms.

  

I have zero time for negative people. Those who dwell on the dramatic. Stop reaching. The world will never try to make just you happy.

Racism is a poison. On that level, I have decided that making jokes over ethnicity is not something to aim for.

  

I kind of like that i've been upset with life before. It keeps me in perspective and makes me savor times I am happy, confident, and real.

  

I am so flattered, honored, and kinda afraid that I celebrated my 13,000th follower today. Once again, I love you all

I would rather die doing the things I love, than live only doing the things society told #me were good for me. #thinkaboutthat

People who like the color brown make me wriggle and not in a good way. Brown is the color of poo, after all.

I mean just LOOK at FORMSPRING. Humans are inherently sexual creatures. We cover it up too much, and then anonymously admit #everything

Wow that was immature and jealous, Morgan. #yeah this is twitter, not another episode of 'being a good person'.

My username changes more often than I masturbate. Nah kidding, .... it changes a little bit more lately actually. Also, hi.

Cheating and lying is bad. It doesn't matter if it was "just" a kiss or "just" a handjob. It's the kiss of death. Avoid, or at least, admit.

To be allowed civil unions is to be "tolerated". To allow same sex marriage is to be "accepted". That's the difference in my opinion

I refuse to know anybody who doesn't believe in equality. I don't care if you're straight, bisexual, or gay. Love is love.

fuck off, catholic church. consecrating women as priests or bishops is not a grave moral sin comparable to child abuse. just, fuck off.

"a policeman asked me to come down to the station for an interview. I haven't even applied for a job there."

Stepping off my usual pedestal, it does hurt. I am human. I cry. I have regrets. I make mistakes. I can be hypocritical. I'm imperfect.

  

Positivity breeds positivity. Surround yourself with peeps that send out happy, good vibrations. It'll inspire more of the same from U

U may not think I deserve to be "forgiven" but it's up to him not you. Dont act like you've never needed a #secondchance in life, hypocrites

Last night I lay in bed looking up at the stars in the sky and I thought to myself, where the heck is the ceiling.

It's obvious. People wear sunglasses so they can perve at other people without looking like the perverts they are. I do it occasionally.

  

Nobody just goes to the beach for the water, or just goes out clubbing for the music. There are other reasons for these activities

I just find humanity so ironic. People spend their entire days "pretending" to be normal, polite & 'disgusted' at out of the ordinary stuff.

I never had a wet dream. In fact, they focussed so much on wet dreams in sex class, I was waiting for one. I want my money back.

  

I have never had a sex dream. Not to my memory. I think I talk about sex so much in waking life, my brain is satisfied with that.

  

People try and put me into this little 'naughty box' for being spontaneous. Me living my life on the edge should not be your concern.

I find gay people individually quite smart, funny, and cool. But put them in a group and all hell breaks loose.

  

I find it ironic: being "out of control" is always negative. Who wants to be under constant supervision & expectation? NOT ME

When people older than me reckon i'm a worry, the world is where it should be. Perfect balance.

Moral of the story parents? You have to negotiate with your teenagers. Don't make them feel powerless, give them trust.

My old boss thought "paying staff low wages" was funny. I think that, not ever shopping there for the next 50 years is more hilarious.

If people paid half of the attention to the people who love them, instead of to their haters -- the world would be happier.

My advice to people who care about unfollows? Cherish the people who do follow you, and forget about those who don't.

Rule number one, tease but don't please.

Even though Gay people have been told they can't have Marriage over, and over, and over. They still fight for it. That's dedication.

Gender is immutable. Race is immutable. Disability is immutable. Sexuality is immutable. Religion is your choice. It's up to you.

Why do I support gender, race, and sexuality equality...but not religious? Because Religious people have had a fucking easy ride.

I don't know where I fit within the arena of these stupid labels "gay" "bi" "straight" - by definition I am Bisexual, but i prefer men.

  

There's a complimentary Holy Bible in my hotel room. I don't know whether I should be offended... or turned on

Man this doughnut is disgusting! It tastes just like Justin bieber's ass!

The catholic church is a piece of shit! It mind warps children into feeling guilty for being alive, to try and rope them into believing.

I never realized that the word "catholic" sounded so evil. It reminds me of "slytherin" "hell" "pedophile" all jammed into one.

  

I believe in full same sex marriage equality. Separate is never equal, Rosa Parks didn't think so and neither do I.

Oh boy, my grandmother is talking so loudly on the phone I think I should call noise control on my own house. 

16 Year old working on min wage complaining about pay at $13 per hour. Lovely. What a treat for everyone!

500.

My home country has one of the worlds highest suicide rates. There are a plethora of factors which i can't even begin to explain that are both universal, and national; contributing to the sad statistic of five hundred per 365-day period. I will never-the-less ram through some of my theories and principles on the subject beginning first with the old-age idea that if you "hush" away a certain topic it will disappear, not exist, not be encouraged, or glorified. (this also relates to the idea in the 1950's that homosexuality as covered up from existing, meant people who are older than the baby boomer generation still think that gays and lesbians have not been around for a lengthy period of time), but I digress to the issue of self-annihilation next.

It is currently unlawful for any publication in New Zealand to publish an article specifying that a suicide has taken place in regards to the individual involved. This law was passed many years ago under the then accepted idea that broadcasting the decision a person makes to kamikaze themselves, would only fuel a kind of "copy cat" mentality and exacerbate the problem. That theory and the reasoning behind it to me is irrevocably false and disordered. The only way to heal is to communicate. Silence is the enemy of progress and integration, and the compete antithesis to what society should expect on a topic which kills more citizens per week than any other cause (to my young knowledge, but seriously five people per week committing suicide is insane!!). In each instance, the suicide of a person is mourned by those closely involved, silenced by the broader laws and deafened to the immediate populous, then easily swept under the rug once the mourning process has ended for the family involved.

To print that a death happened "under no suspicious circumstances" has appeared to be the most recognizable way for a newspaper or media agency to extend the idea that an individual has exited the world by their own will, not the will of another person (murder, manslaughter, euthanasia), or the will of a medical affliction (heart attack, cancer, etcetera). It is an odious way to supersede the law and standards while barely acknowledging the problem, it is not nearly alarming enough to people with no knowledge of the person involved.

There is going to be no community discussion over the fact a human being felt so isolated and locked in their own hell that they had to pull a trigger, swing from a rope, or gas a four walled vehicle. The lack of such outpouring emotion from the community and frank discussion over the disgusting anguish suicide causes only fuels the ideas among people who have mental health issues or extreme life pains that they are in fact the only ones whom have had a problem and therefore there is a lack of hope, help, understanding and recourse to their feelings of self-loathing. Out of sight, out of mind.

People can't heal on their own. No-one can. It's impossible.
A brother, sister, mother, father, uncle, aunty, grandparent, friend or partner will seemingly go quiet, or missing, and then one day not exist anymore. Our world, and my country in general has a deplorable "she'll be right" attitude that not only causes apathy involving child abuse and self-inflicted death but also an antipathy for real life issues that are minimized to insults calling people "emo's," which makes for a very toxic cocktail of bottled up negative energy and a bloodbath of lost lives and feelings that were out of repair for what could have only been a transitory stage. Humans are obsessed and wrapped up in the "complexities" of their own lives and moreso their work; so as that noticeable differences in another persons demeanor or words go unnoticed.

This world is meant to be inhibited by creatures whom communicate eighty percent through non-verbal communication. Without eclipsing my previous statement into an internet issue, I turn to those of us who still do not bother to notice anything out of the ordinary with the people around us in day to day life (although while ironically pointing out superficially "wrong" aspects of peoples personalities, looks, goals and opinions). I am not to say that I blame people whom are busy and wrapped in life otherwise we'd all be guilty of not perceiving a threat to a life or whatever; I merely point out that as products in a world where the "normal" thing is to value time and money over personal relationships we should stop,.. take a look at the landscape permeating our existence and then try to change it for the better.

The first thing in my opinion is a legal overhaul of the archaic and harmful suicide legislation that is primitive and destructive in its efforts to deny people the knowledge that a problem envelopes society. The second thing in my opinion is a complete change in how people deal with "the other," for one, to stop using the word "normal" in such a broad context with a negative connotation stapled to it when thrown at someone a person happens to disagree with. I sit here in wonder at my own writings, consistently reminding myself as conditioned by our society that my views are outlandish and how can it be possible to expect people to just stop using one word? What difference would one word make?

I can't answer that. All I can do is offer my thoughts hither to the dynamics of our world that are clearly causing the wrong things to happen. Unfortunately things remain the same by and large, and therefore the idea "everything happens for a reason" exists only if in fact it existing causes more heartache and despair for everybody involved.

Anti-Gay Gillard and Anti-Gay Abbott both lose the election. Greens hold balance of power.

Behind all of the arrogance, I thought i'd explain why I dislike @JuliaGillard. She is anti gay. She is pro internet censorship.

Turning to the first point only tonight, I know that personally, Julia probably does want to see Marriage Equality. But her personal view does not matter in this case. Each and every time on national television where she has repeatedly said "The Marriage Act is a special union" that needs to be "respected" as "a higher status" for heterosexual couples "to the exclusion of all others -- it makes me want to smack her in the face.

Yes, she is toeing the party line. Yes, she is trying to get elected. Yes, she probably wants to help marriage but... she won't. This woman is hands down a backstabbing liar. She's thrown the entire homosexual community under the bus in hopes of savoring enough of the right wing christian votes necessary for her to gain a career. She is fuelling homophobia and enforcing a moral and religious view on all australian citizens.

I don't like it one bit. "We need to respect that Australia is a christian nation, and therefore we need to respect that the Marriage Act as it stands has a special meaning for Australia." What she is saying is that it is okay to respect antiquated prejudices and that it is okay to respect religious hatred and mob rule from one section of society to another.

What about Tony Abbott you say? Well. It's true. He doesn't support same-sex marriage -proper. But he has been on the radio telling audiences he is "open" to same-sex civil unions nationwide. He hasn't defended the Marriage Act, merely to say that he doesn't "think" it could be changed under his government. This is strange coming from a Catholic family man. You would expect at least, Julia and Tony's attitudes towards same-sex marriage rights to be in the reverse. But they're not.

If a progressive, unmarried redhead atheist with no children thinks that "christian" heritage is enough to deny equal rights, there is something wrong. Especially when the conservative catholic opposition leader is only defacto against the word "marriage" and has not tried to defend it with as much loathe and vigor that she has.

Julia Gillard is a patsy for a party that I would otherwise support save for their shocking treatment of same-sex couples. In twenty years or less, people will look back and wonder why in 2010 Julia Gillard was so cold, and uncaring.

Politicans never change. They're like chameleons,.... always a lizard.